Aug 20, 2009

Actually It's Writer's Block (yeah that's the ticket...)

Okay. There used be a time when I blogged as often as I blinked. Honestly these days I don't have much to blog and/or Twitter since my last blog post. Sometimes I seriously wonder why I started blogging in the first place. It was so I could be some sort of voice that would reach out to the masses.


If anyone reads my older posts knows that I haven't been very much outspoken on several topics. For one whole year I've been a blogger, even though not much of one to begin with. But what really is a blog?

Truth? More I Twitter, more I've revealed more about myself in little pieces - something rarely done in my life. A blog is an online personal diary. Some people become popular via this medium. But take away the visual glitz including the graphic banner and it reads as an online column.

A true blogger unlike myself has kept it like a balancing act. Merge my other blog with this blog and my tweets you'll get to know the REAL me. Yes, I'm a quite individual. But at the same time I'm also learning that I prefer enjoying a private life.

Recently I've found my way away from the mmorpg 'World Of Warcraft' and the DS. At the time of this posting my DS is just an alarm clock. Eventually I plan to buy back all of the games I traded for store credit at EB Games, one month at a time.

Part of me can't believe that I used to be whore for store credit. As I grow older I see myself becoming more and more of the casual gamer that needs games to amuse myself for a while because there's nothing good on TV or maybe too poor to watch movies. Video games for me nowadays is just another leisure activity, just like reading.

Here I am as a Level 80 night elf druid that doesn't have swift flight mode as of yet (maybe should) but doesn't care anymore. My main goal for the summer was to hit Level 80 before classes started should I get accepted as a student. Done with two and a half weeks to spare.

So now what? I'm getting my sorry ass out of debt, plan a picnic for next week and then who knows what. The only thing I REALLY know is that I always rebuild and try to invent myself the best way I know how.




Aug 5, 2009

Just Another Wednesday

Here I am at 8 PM on a Wednesday night and I'm not Twittering (just yet), playing WoW or even reading. The last twelve hours have been exhausting. First of all, I have yet to get a good nights rest and that's a bad thing when you need to wake up early enough to attend a funeral in the morning. Sleep in the afternoon only because I didn't get enough sleep. Woke up around 5 PM only to find I was home alone.


For the first time in a VERY long time I actually watched an entire newscast. It has come apparent the rest of the newscast and sports news seems unimportant to my aunt needs to watch 'Entertainment Tonight' on a daily basis. A syndicated entertainment newsmagazine that spotlights mostly on stars like Donny and Marie Osmond on every other week is important. Understanding this from my perspective, I've stopped caring about what Hollywood celebrities do these days off stage - gossip and all.

Somewhere in the world there's people doing important things that don't have a celebrity status and never will as far as the rest of the world is concerned. These are the real people that matter. Does my opinion matter to anyone I know? Not really and I'm okay with that.

The one true thing I know is that I am a man with simple likes and dislikes. Keeping things simple as much as possible is what matters to me the most. It may have taken me a whole hour to write this because of my ADHD but I tell this right now, this is one of most honest blogs ever written and I know it touches the human spirit if the human spirit didn't like people. The best things in life aren't complex - it's simple and that how people in world likes things because it works best that way.