Happy New Me

   This month I've been trying to find myself a sense of identity.  Sometimes I forgot who I am and if I had a purpose in life.  For a while now I've been old piece of meat that nobody wanted.  All of this changed when after watching, "The Wrestler".  Never in my whole life (up to now) I wondered if my life had any meaning -- in truth it does.

  For the longest time I've been comfortable being a lone wolf for much too long.  Lord knows that no man should be an island though it's a path that some of us choose.  Honestly I wanted to have a sense of belonging and I found it. My problem was that I didn't allow myself to be part of anything.  It was quite the awakening when I made this possible.

  Last week I nearly went broke after making a choice to finally meeting guild members on WoW (World of Warcraft).  This was the highlight of my weekend, getting to know people that I've been chatting with outside this virtual world.  For one Saturday I finally met up to now haven't had the chance since I joined their guild, learned that certain drinks are either 'hit' or 'miss'.   Although I didn't join them for the movie part, it seem very important that I watched the movie that I saw that night.

  Yesterday I braved the cold and got back into a routine that I could follow.  Also I learned to discipline myself when it comes to writing.  Right now and the rest of my life I'd like to think I am on the path of something good.  In a few weeks I plan to start thinking about what is important while trying to have a social life.  Simply put, life is good (so far).

That Kind Of Man..

After reading a 'article' in "GQ" magazine, it has come to my attention that manily men are going the way of the Dodo bird, extinct. What has happened my gender? Somehow have forgotten upon the 'how' to be men, real men. Just the thought is too sad for wordds.

Underneath this 'geeky' exterior is one of the few manly men. Only reason why I don't show this side of me due to the fact I've accepted my quirky side. The real me is evolving into this aloof guy that likes to be fun yet at the same time has a level of maturity.

Being a manly man doesn't have to be 'macho', it's about being a gentleman. According to the article, the larger populace of the male homo sapien are becoming compared to various labels for their sex organ. Looking at this problem has made me wonder if the time has come to admit of being part of the lesser majority.

When the Fates decide to be kind, I await the day I can prove how manly a geek can be. Ever since the song "Whatta Man", debuted in 1993 I've made it my own personal mission to emulate these qualities. Even though I may not have an 'Ah-nold' bod, too humble to say if I have a 'Denzel' face or even a 'Barry' like base, I'm the type that will satify you in the bedroom and won't be an embarssment when being introduced to your mother.

Ladies, I assure guys like me still exist. The only reason why I wrote this is to prove it. Gentlemen we are few in numbers, the time has come out of our closet and help populate this world so that people have a better place to live in. Dust off your loafers and suits, we're needed once again.

The Fun Entry

To my only follower of this blog,

I am going to give you sage advice that will awaken your soul: Put all of the fun songs on your iPod enjoy life to it's fullest, most importantly have fun doing whatever you like doing and never change your persona for others.