Happy New Me

   This month I've been trying to find myself a sense of identity.  Sometimes I forgot who I am and if I had a purpose in life.  For a while now I've been old piece of meat that nobody wanted.  All of this changed when after watching, "The Wrestler".  Never in my whole life (up to now) I wondered if my life had any meaning -- in truth it does.

  For the longest time I've been comfortable being a lone wolf for much too long.  Lord knows that no man should be an island though it's a path that some of us choose.  Honestly I wanted to have a sense of belonging and I found it. My problem was that I didn't allow myself to be part of anything.  It was quite the awakening when I made this possible.

  Last week I nearly went broke after making a choice to finally meeting guild members on WoW (World of Warcraft).  This was the highlight of my weekend, getting to know people that I've been chatting with outside this virtual world.  For one Saturday I finally met up to now haven't had the chance since I joined their guild, learned that certain drinks are either 'hit' or 'miss'.   Although I didn't join them for the movie part, it seem very important that I watched the movie that I saw that night.

  Yesterday I braved the cold and got back into a routine that I could follow.  Also I learned to discipline myself when it comes to writing.  Right now and the rest of my life I'd like to think I am on the path of something good.  In a few weeks I plan to start thinking about what is important while trying to have a social life.  Simply put, life is good (so far).