The Quick Blog

At the time I was writing this blog I should have been in church as per my weekly routine. However I've decided to change my pace a bit. For a long time I haven't been spontaneous in while and it seems I should do it more often. Truth of the matter is I'm trying my hardest to stay focused without the aid of stimulants like Ritalin.

For the longest time I've been relying on that drug. Since I've been off it there has been a certain change. One of the reasons why I went off is because I didn't want to know if I was addicted or if it was truly a need. Sometimes you just have to step back and ask yourself who you really are on the inside. Nowadays I'm trying to adjust to life one day at a time including to focus on what's important in life.

This may be one of the toughest struggles in life. But as usual I try to live it one day at a time. Underneath it all we are very much human beings. How I survive is a miracle.