Nov 7, 2008

That Odd Feeling

For a while now I've been having this precognitive feeling. I don't know how to explain it (sort of). Example: Leaving something plugged in for a long period of time, forget about it, then wander thinking if you did or didn't, figure out the outcome. Now think about how that feels when that happens to you.

You have a clear mind when you think about that one event. But what if it was an event that didn't happen just yet. Whenever I clear my mind I have this one event mentally gnawing at me and I can't stop thinking about it, even if I tried. One word:torture.

But I suppose I will endure this just like everything else in my life. Honestly I don't know how or why these strange things happen to me. Maybe God has a sense of humor or maybe this will serve a purpose. Whatever. I want to believe everything happens for a reason and yet I don't see it.

When it does happen and I do see it, the feeling is like a smack on the forehead. The only thing I know is that my life is going to be magical soon. All of my precog feelings aren't warnings but reminders something good will happen. This is something I've been waiting for and all I have to do is wait a little longer.