Feb 9, 2009

Sure Change


   Looking back at the previous and various subjects that I've posted, I haven't been too sure on a lot of things in my life.  The few things that I'm certain now is the fact I've become more aloof over the last few months yet a larger heart for so many things. Another change is the fact I've many things on my mind to the point I want to post them.  Last but not least is the fact I'm still a catalyst for certain people.

  The only good thing I know in my life are these changes that are happening.  'No' I don't want to know the 'how' and/or 'why' of anything.  If things happen the way they did for a reason, so be it. Accepting my Fate and the direction it turns is one of the most important things I ever did (so far).  

  Being aloof saved my life even though it's not in my nature of doing so.  Strange but true I woke up one morning and became this way.  There wasn't any reason to become cool towards others.  If this attitude leads to something good, I'll consider it a blessing.  

  I like the idea of things coming to my mind and trying to pound it all online.  For me it means I will always have something to blog about.  A while back I didn't have much to post, yet alone think there was anything worth mentioning.  Nowadays writers block is a thing of the past. 

  To be a catalyst isn't a bad thing.  Out of the few things I take pride upon is making change for the better.  Inspiring others used to be a personal pastime of mine.  For being one sets good things into motion. 

  For the record, I'm still one of the good guys on the inside just very much misunderstood.  The real Andrew has this huge heart that wants to share feelings that make people feel good.  My problem is right now is the fact I work with people that don't make this possible.  Upon conclusion I will always be the type of person that likes change whatever it may be.   


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